WOW!!! haha i dunno how long neva update liao. finally nw gt chance update. haha. psps. =P i've been tryin veri hard 2 fight 4 my MM tis march but till nw still no progress ))) =.. sian ah!! haha. last sat went 4 my NPCC campfire. haha. dunno how long neva go back liao sia. sat juz went back as Ex-NCO haha firz time!! lols. but sounds veri lao jiao lor!! lols. miss de times playin in camps, campfires, doin drills under de sun, havin PT, takin part in area games, etc.. haha. but have 2 face it la. haha. i out of sku liao den oso neva go back b CI so have 2 face it lor. things come n go oso de. haha. well life 4 me is still bout de same=.=.. boring life! lols. everyday juz sku n sku n more sku! haha. den nw oso veri stressed!! i wanna hit my MM by end of MARCH! which onli left me wif 19DAYS n countin.. so every hr, min, sec nw means alot 2 me cuz it's all precious time 2 me. hais.. stressed ah!! wen can i hit??? i still left 20,000LV cuz havent break my stupid EGG!! )))"=.. everyday go office do callin oso no recruitment come 1 hais. den SAs le haha pendin frm dunno last mth till nw?? follow up till sian. =X. lols. but still i'll fight on i muz preserve no matter wad!! cuz obstacles r meant 4 us 2 overcome n nt let dem make us give up in sumthin. de more obstacles we face de stronger we muz b everytime we overcome 1. so tis is y we muz always perserve n b determinded neva 2 give up on anythin we do. tis way den we can actualli hit or achieve or dreams n goals we all have!! lols. though nw my hand oso abit tight *financial wise* haha. but still no choice juz tahan abit more lor. haha. fight harder den jiu can c de income keep comin in liao. =P. so sacrificin a little bit more of time nw n enjoy more y nt!! haha. lyk dey always say "xin ku 30 nian, xiang shou 3 nian huo zhe xin ku 3 nian, xiang shou 30 nian" *translation* it means "work hard 4 30yrs, enjoy 3yrs or work hard 3yrs enjoy 30yrs" of cuz every1 would choice de second 1 rite? which is work hard 3yrs enjoy 30yrs. so tis is de reason y i've joined n stayed in Venture Era 4 de past 2mths!! cuz wad i c in Venture Era is a chance, a opportunity 4 us 2 bcum successful ppl in de later part of my life. so im veri committed 2 VE nw. haha. ppl may say me siao or wad la. as it's juz a job den take it so seriously. but i can tell dem wad if lets say 4yrs down de road im onli 21 but im gonna b driving a BMW or Mercs, earnin a mthly 5-figure income y nt?? oso i dun c tis a job but career 4 me 2 bcum successful. ((( =.. so ppl interested can tell me if u wanna b successful. =P.. tt's y im tryin my veri best nw 2 hit my MM. cuz i noe tt's wad i wan. bcuz honestly i dare 2 say i've neva done anythin gd 4 myself without de help of my parents. so im oso usin tis 2 push me harder 2 actualli achieve sumthin gd 4 myself without de help of my parents bcuz i wan 2 count on myself!! but of cuz la hit other positions after i get my MM la. haha. hu dun wan more money 1 rite? but if realli gt tis kind of ppl haha dun mind intro my pocket will always b open 4 u 2 throw money in. lols. =X.. well so i tink i write long enuff liao la hor?? lols. =P.. well i wish every1 gd luck in studies n 4 those workin bcum successful ppl in de future. at de same time ppl hu r interested or wan 2 noe more bout tis opportunity can come forward n ask me in msn or juz drop me a msg. dun worri i dun bite de. *grins* ((( =.. lols. takkaire every1 i'll update again soon frm nw. lols. ^^..