2day was a happi day. i finally toked 2 u again! though it wasnt a veri long conversation, but im alreadi veri happi le. cuz i get 2 tok 2 u!! n im veri happi tt u're still willin 2 wear de necklace i bought 4 u. thank you so much. "谢谢让我爱上你. u made me de luckiest guy on earth. cuz i had u, i had ur care n concern, i had ur love n kisses. n i thank u all tis u've given me. thank you. ((( =." hais.. but i still cried again 2day. wo bu she de ni!!! BABY!!! )))"=. remember 2 eat ur dinner ya?? takkaire of urself wen ur parents r away hao ma?? hmmm i was home de whole day tinkin of her n slackin. mayb nt goin out ba i tink. stuck at home nt knowin wher shld i go or wad shld i do. feelin so lonely n cold as if lyk deres no1 tt cares bout me. de feelin is so frustratin. i fake my every smile 2 make myself feel betta. tryin 2 avoid de fact tt i've lost u. i may look happi n warm on de outside but it's all sadness n coldness inside me. it's juz lyk im all alone in a ice palace wif no fire 4 warm n nobody 2 turn 2 wen im down. hais. everyday, every hr, every min n every sec, juz goes by. n every sec juz brings me closer 2 de day tt u leave 4 japan. how i wish tt day tt u leave 4 japan will neva ever come. hais. i wanna hear ur voice again. i wanna tok 2 u on de fone. i wanna hear u tell me u love me!! )))"=.
