hi all. was a bad day 2day. weilie came my hse 2 ton. i went 2 meet him downstairs den he told me tt he n deona broke up sia. hais.. *sadded* den he came up 2 my hse. i was tokin 2 klaiz dey all on fone. shaw was suppose 2 join but didnt cuz he said he wanted 2 go slp=.=.. no wonder he's fat =X. hehehehes jokin ah shaw =P. tis was de firz time i see weilie cry till lyk tt. n i felt so useless cuz i couldnt do anythin n weilie kept askin me 2 help him but i couldnt do anythin 2 help. hais.. my tears rolled down my cheek wen i c weilie in tis state. tis oso reminded me on how i cried 4 u after we broke up on de 21Aug. it was a torturin time but luckily 4 me things r changin 4 de betta alreadi i guess?? weilie is still luckier den me cuz at least he still have chances 2 patch wif deona n lie i support u all de way sure can de. jiayoujiayou. 4 me it's a different case cuz she told me tt we're nt goin 2 b 2gether again n no matter wad i do, she's nt goin 2 come back 2 me le. hais.. no choice guess i'll have 2 live wif it?? she goin 2 leave 4 japan next yr le. deres no more chance tt im goin 2 get 2 c her alreadi i guess?? i miss de way she smiles, her chubby cheeks, wen she called me bi, wen she said she loves me, wen she said she miss me n juz everything bout her. i still remembered once i said i wanna spoil her, cuddle her n always b dere 4 her no matter wad happens. but things nw have changed it's no more de way it used 2 b wen we would tok happily, wen i'll tell her i miss her n callin her baby. my life is juz so incomplete without u. im so lost nt knowin wad 2 do 2 continue my life all i can do nw is juz zou yi bu kan yi bu le. i dunno if tt's gonna help but it's all i can do im left wif no other choices. my life nw is messed up. how i wish deres a time machine 4 me 2 travel 2 wadeva time i wan or mayb life is juz a game tt can reset after it's game over. but 2 bad deres no such thing in tis world. hais.. gtg ppl. bye.
