i feel so miserable n so xin ku nw. it's lyk de one u love is juz rite in front of u but u couldnt do anythin lyk any other couples do. everywher i go nowadays, i juz envy every couple i see on de streets holdin hands, you shou you xiao de n cherishin every minute n every second dey spent together. how i wish i would have tt kind of chance 2 spend tis kind of time wif u. i've been tryin so hard 2 4get u but i juz cannt 4get u!!! i dun wan u to go japan!!!!! wo bu she de ni zou!!!!! ke shi wo you bu gan gen ni shou ying wei wo bu yao ni bu kai xing. i will neva ever avoid u de. neng kan dao ni, bu zhi dao wo you duo me de kai xing!! y feel shameful 2 c me?? dun lyk tt xiang hao ma?? ni meiyou dui bu qi guo wo bu yao zhe yang xiang!!! zai guo bu jiu, ni jiu yao li kai xing jia puo le. hais.. wo kan dao shi hou jiu shi zou yi bu kan yi bu le ba. )))" =. shoppin piggy i miss u n i nid u!!! ))) =.