wad a fucked-up day it was 2day. nvm 4get it wo zhen de tai tian zhen tai ben le. everyday i juz keep hopin tt u'll come back 2 me 1 day. but it's all juz nth but hope n wishes. it's all shattered. u will neva understand how i'm feelin n how much i realli wanna b wif u. all de things i've said juz nw, i realli regretted sayin oso. do u noe how hurtin it was 4 me 2 say all those things?? it's all so dam painful but i still told u. guess u wouldnt noe de reason y i said all those though it's so painful rite?? guess u muz b hatin me n angry wif me nw?? isnt tt gd 4 u? isnt it much more easier 4 u 2 4get me? i juz hope u'll b happi always. n find sum1 tt can realli give u de happiness. i may nt b de onli 1 4 u, but u're de onli 1 4 me. but still wads de use?? u still wouldnt patch wif me. hais.. nvm juz wish u all de best n wo zu fu ni. zai jian le shoppin piggy. ***tryin 2 erase "shoppin piggy" n "ponten piggy" frm my mind**
