woke up at bout 2pm 2day. had quite a gd nite slp cuz i dreamt of her again. whenever i close my eyes or tink bout sumthin, she would juz appear rite in front of me. images of her juz appears i dunno y but it juz happen. i miss her. i realli do. everytime i cry, i juz tell myself tis is goin 2 b de last time im cryin but im still cryin y??? hais.. wad shld i do??? i realli goin 2 breakdown le. my body recently is juz so funni. im hungry but cannt eat, feelin unwell, spat blood. alot n alot of things. i dunno wads wrong wif my body. deres 1 thing till 2day i juz cant explain n tt is y losin her can turn me lyk tis? i've neva ever once encounter tis kind of things b4. Baby u're de firz prsn. )))"= she said she is still wearin de necklace i bought 4 her. but i dunno whether is she realli still wearin it. n i dun wanna ask her again. cuz i realli believe her n dun wan her 2 tink tt i dun believe her anymore. was home almost de whole day until 7pm i went 2 meet bran accompany him go make his specs. weilie joined us after tt. den we went 2 slack. went weilie hse after tt was suppose 2 meet xin de dey all but in de end neva. so we decided 2 go home. took a cab home wif bran. tt's all 4 2day. bye ppl. [[ is dere still a chance 4 me 2 hear u say "u LOVE me n u MISS me??" ]]
