argh!! im still coughing badly!!!!!=.=.. went 2 meet weilie n kokguan in de afternoon 2day. n went 2 town go walkwalk. wanted 2 go do some shopping but my dad neva put money sia hahaha so no choice didnt buy anythin. deona joined us after her sku. went far east, lido n peninsular den back 2 far east again. had dinner at subway wif dem. after tt jiu pei weilie send deona home n we went 2 toa payoh KBOX. reached at bout 10+ sang till 2. i sang songs tt reminds me of u n i was tearin while singin those songs. do u noe how much i miss u?? all i wan, was juz 2 say hello 2 u n tok 2 u. didnt expect all tis 2 happen. y izzit everytime wen we r on de way 2 having betta terms or shall i say frens, y muz things happen 2 bring us back 2 square 1??? ya i caused tis. but i swear i didnt say out purposely. i've said wad happen it's up 2 u 2 believe me or nt. de torture n pain i've been goin thru tis past 2mths, do u noe how hard izzit 4 me 2 take?? frens toked 2 me, consoled me, advised me, cheered me on but all tis wouldnt helpin at all. it helped on problems lyk my parents' stuffs n studies. but nt u. no matter wad dey say wo jiu shi hai fang bu xia. ni ming bai ma?? hais. nvm ba. i juz wan u 2 leave 4 japan happily n carefree tt's all. bye.
