didnt go sku again 2day. cried again. kok guan ton at my hse ytd den slacked till bout 4plus he went home. she said she wanna lead a single life bcuz she is sick n tired of relationships. accept me cuz u tout u can change ur tinkin bout relationships. but den nw u lyk tt how would i feel? did i do anythin wrong ma?? did i do anythin wrong tt cant change ur tinkin?? wad have i done??!!!! tears shed, blood shed, pain felt. tis past 1mth, i went thru all tis juz bcuz i wanna b 2gether wif u again. i endured de pain, de blood n tears shed. but wif juz 1 word "no" frm u. we were onli 2gether 4 6days n u tell me it's enuff 4 u noe if u can change ur tinkin??? ur love 4 me onli worth tis 6days we're 2gether??? yes i cut myself again. i realli cannt take it liao la. everyday stress, pain n every single thing happenin r on my shoulders wad can i do?? endure till i cannt endure?? it's finally de time tt i cant realli endure anymore le. my mind is juz tellin me cannt take it anymore?? cut lo juz cut onli cannt take de stress jiu cut lo. stupid rite?? ya but im stupid n stubborn cuz i believed in 1 thing frm de start till nw n tt is u'll come back.
