kept cryin non-stop earlier on. hais. den went 2 meet weilie downstairs my hse bout 11+ lyk tt. weilie a.k.a "ZEN". bought a pack of cigarette cuz he noe i was cryin den he scared i no cigarette smoke **Veri gd fren* thks lie. toked, slacked. he comforted me by tellin me wad his colleagues told him. but still it cant make me 4get her even abit. im so so so hurt. my love 4 her is still unchanged. im feeling so sick nw. my head hurt n though vomited but still nt feeling betta=.=.. dunno whether tml can go sku in tis state or nt hais.. im losin out on everything. toked till bout 2+ den jiu come home le. i realli cannt take it le nw feelin veri unwell. tink i gonna get some rest le ba. nites every1. bye.
