met up wif guan at bout 7plus 8. pei him go eat lo. actualli planned 2 go champion play billard de. den called johnson he said later call me so we went 2 slack awhile firz n went up my hse wait lo. but in de end didnt go. so guan watched tv lo. while i toked 2 her. hais. juz realli hope she change back 2 de louiise i use 2 noe?? hais. i still miss her alot i cant help it. )))"=. it's veri xin ku lo but gt no choice. after tt had gastric so no choice went 2 eat lo. finish le we went 2 get some snacks n i drank again. dunno y recently kept on felt lyk drinkin. toked alot lo. ah guan counselled me. guan told me sumthin. he realised i've changed in2 sum1 else compared 2 de wilfred last time. hais. he said last time wen it comes 2 problems, i'll settle it calmly n steadily findin out wher de problem lies n tink of a solution. but nw wilfred changed in2 sum1 tt has veri low self-esteem n no confidents n instead of findin out wher de problem lies n tink of a solution, i'll juz keep sayin i dunno, i dunno, i dunno. hais i dunno wads wrong wif me nw oso. nw whenever i do anythin, b4 de result is out, i'll juz keep tinkin tt i might nt do it. y did i changed in2 a person lyk tis?? -END-
