u said "我想过一个人的生活。你明白吗？" 我就是不明白. 为什么你想过一个人的生活? y muz u torture us??? u noe i love u n u still do love me. but y do u wanna lead a single life?? i dun understand. i juz dun bear 2 c u leave. u understand?? y is life so unfair 2 me nw?? i losin every1 u noe or nt?? i dun wanna lose u. i've lost 3 family members in de past 2yrs. i've sort of lost my mum alreadi yes she's still alive but wads de point wen she onli faces her laptop everyday n dun even care bout me. my dad? i hardly c him nowadays. my younger brother he's still young i cant possibly tell him all tis. i tink i might lose my sworn brother cuz i quarrelled wif my him. i realli dun wanna lose u. u noe or nt? do u noe how messed up my life is nw?? im losin my loved ones 1 by 1. muz life b so unfair 2 me?? if yes, i would rather end it den stay here n suffer, being hurt n all. study i cant concentrate. i'll juz everytime stare in2 ur ex-classroom n lose my concentration. play? ya play lo 4 de sake of it onli. nt 4 de fun n enjoyment of it. at times i would even write my name wrongly n write ur name instead. do u noe all tis?? how miserable im feeling? u can juz go ask my frens. Kershaw? Jian Cao? i wun ask dem 2 bluff u or wad. u can ask dem. ask dem compare de Wilfred dey c frm de start n de Wilfred dey c nw. i even cried in front of jian cao u noe ma? my eyes till nw r still sore after cryin ytd u noe. but i cant stop cryin!!! i dun wanna lose another loved one. but still u insist on leavin me. y muz things turn out lyk tis?? 我就是不舍得你. 你明白吗?
