went 4 geo paper. didnt study much but luckily i can do. hope i can pass?? lols. after paper, went home slacked n had dinner. went 2 meet guan at prime after i finished doin my stuffs. went 2 buy cigarettes den went up 2 my hse n slack. play game den call weilie go his hse dere meet him. played "dai-dee" all de way again till bout 5 we decided 2 go home. walked home wif guan. kept coughin non-stop=.=.. coughed blood again lo. hais. when will tis stupid cough go away??? veri xinku ah. argh!! hao xiang nian ni wor. )))=. 我现在只能怪自己. goin 2 meet klaiz, jian cao dey all later in de afternoon. dey say wan go watch movie=.=.. hais. no mood oso but juz go lo at least betta den stayin home. cuz we lost it all. nothing lasts forever. nw it's just too late n we can't go back. i'm sorry i can't b perfect 4 u. i try nt 2 tink bout the pain i feel inside. all the days you spend wif me, nw seem so far away n nw i try hard 2 make it thru days without u. i juz wan 2 make u proud. but i'm sorri tt i wasnt good enough 4 u, my angel. japan is wher u'll b goin n singapore is wher i'll b stayin. 4 years down, i might nt recognise u on de streets anymore. on de day u go, is de day i'll lose u completely. by den, cryin will b de onli solution bcuz i dunno wad will i b lyk wen u go. all i wan is take away all de pain n unhappiness frm u n keep it inside me cuz i shall b de one tt is sufferin nt u. i once promised tt i'll shelter u frm all de pain tt comes down on u so i'll carryin on doin tt till de day i leave. **missin u always*. -END-
