woke up at bout 1.30 2day. den went 2 do my stuffs n left hse at bout 2plus lo. went dhoby ghuat meet klaiz dey all. du lan wif dem sia=.=.. make me wait so long lyk a kuku lyk tt. met dem liao went cathay watch "Brothers" nt bad quite a nice show. after de movie, we went 2 parklane play billard lo. hungry le so went 2 have our dinner at de food court. actualli wanted 2 go far east de but didnt went heeren instead met up wif jackie n nic. weilie n his fren joined us later. walked around n went over 2 cuppage played pool again. hais. 有缘无份. u were in town oso but i didnt get 2 c u though i was dere de whole day. )))=. it's lyk so near yet so far. de thing i wish 4 de most, didnt happen )))=. hais. i realli wanna c u once again. everytime i tink tt i gt no more chance 2 c u alreadi, tears will juz b shed i dunno y but de tears will juz come out of my eyes. it's been long since i saw u smile n luff happily. i realli wanna c u smile again but i cant make u smile or luff anymore. i wun b gettin tt fate 2 c u again?? singapore is juz so small but it seems so big n so hard 2 c de prsn tt u realli wan 2. u said if deres a chance, we long ago will patch le. i regretted nt cherishin tt chance wen i had it. cuz i onli noe how 2 force u n make u hate me more n more. i couldnt believe wad an idiot i was. if i were 2 realise my mistakes n change at tt time i guess we would still b 2gether nw?? de SMSes u've sent, i still keep all of dem everytime i look at it. i'll feel happi but sad. happi is cuz i noe i used 2 have my angel wif me. sad is cuz i didnt cherish her causin me 2 lose her. mayb u've deleted de SMSes frm ur fone alreadi?? i blamed myself, i hate myself 4 being such an idiot n tis caused me 2 lose u. i realli hate myself 4 disappointin u n doin 2 stupid things tt hurted u. tt time wen i passed u de necklace, i've alreadi given my heart 2 u. but i caused u 2 throw away de heart i gave. everything was my fault i juz dunno wad 2 say n wad 2 do 2 amend it up 2 u. u said u dun love me neither do u miss me anymore. it's realli painful 2 hear tt frm u. everytime i c u online, i will always wan 2 juz go n tell u i miss u!! but i would always hesitate oso. cuz i dunno how u will reply n oso i guess u'll b irritated. so i didnt dare 2 tell u tt i nid u 2 care 4 me, i nid u by my side!! )))"=. though i realised my mistakes n decided 2 change it's all juz 2 late. another day has passed. de day is gettin closer slowly... slowly.. second by second, minute by minute. piggy i realli miss u!!! how i wish i could still hear u tell me u miss me. **sniff*
