ya onli i will have tis tinkin. i dun believe u're nt sufferin but i dun c u bother wif tis at all lo. u can tok lyk as if nth is happenin lyk tt. how would i noe. i selfish yes neva spare a tout 4 u. but have u ever tout y m i being so selfish?? i love u till i cant even control wad im doin at times u noe or nt. i didnt tell u things lyk tis. wanna live ur own life?? ok. i dunno how m i goin 2 4get u lo i can tell u firz. ya u're cruel n im selfish. i kept askin myself y muz u b so cruel 2 me n i oso asked myself y m i so selfish tt i dun wanna let u go. until 2day i still cant find an answer. guess tis answer will neva b discovered by any1 of us ba. at firz i tout tt dere might b a chance 4 us 2 b 2gether again after tis period of time. but u juz tell me u cant change ur tinkin. tt's all didnt say anythin else. den 6days enuff?? if u didnt had confident in de firz place y accept me. den after 6days u tell me u wanna break up. cuz u sick n tired of relationships. den wads gonna happen 2 me. u lyk tt say break up jiu break up le leh. wad bout me?? wad m i 2 u?? a human or juz a rat 4 u 2 test ur "
experiment" tryin 2 change ur tinkin?? huh? u said i neva spared a tout 4 u. den have u spared a tout 4 me wen u said yes n wen u said u wanna break up wif me?? wan me spare a tout 4 u? unless u spare a tout 4 me. wan me respect u?? respect me n i will respect u. my character jiu shi lyk tt de. at times ya tough on de outside soft on de inside. tt is y i regretted sayin all those hurtful things 2 u. but it oso dun seem 2 bother u de lo. nvm suan liao. i pled u, i begged u. but u still wanna treat me lyk an idiot 4 u 2 play around wen u happi tok 2 me nt happi jiu dun tok 2 me kick me a side, treat me coldly. i oso cannt do anythin i realli let u hurt 2 deep. i dunno wad im goin 2 do 4 my future nw. ya live ur life lo gd rite? nw u can do anythin u wan. u can drink as much as u wan, smoke as much as u wan, hug ur de ashton fren dun nid care how intimate or how long u wan dun nid worri tt sum1 might scold u, jealous or stop u. ya i will live my life but u ruined my life.
