went to changi airport to study today. met yy at her house de bus stop n took a bus over. reached at 2pm n we were de first to arrive so had to wait for the others to come=.=.. had lunch at mac n studied all de way dere n went home at 7. meeting up wif yong again to study again as i still dun realli understand so no choice lo must jiayou. hais. wilfred ar wilfred y r u so stupid??? y cant u succeed in anything? y r u so useless? hais. feelingfuckingfrustratednpainfulhais.seeingtheoneulikealwaysoutnotwifubutsomeoneelse.itssonearyetsofar.
** Something must be wrong with me, with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me, if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me, if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me, with all these terrible things, always there and never gone, depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me, if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my heart in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out,"Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.*
