suddenly had the urge to blog!! hahaha. didnt know y but just took out de stack of letter from my ex n read it. looked at de keychain wif her name on it. thought back. times fly fast. it's already been two years since we broke up. reading de letters one bye one really tells me what a jerk i was. she made me de happiest guy on earth to be able have her care n love that i'll never be able to gain back. but i broke a heart of de best girlfriend i ever had. though times flew, i've got no idea y but tears will still roll n my heart still aches everytime i see de letters n presents that are from her. came across a note i wrote. "Why is it that people only realises their mistakes when it's too late?? after they realised their mistake, people start to apologise n amend but will all this mend a heart that is broken?? NO." saw her a couple of days back. didnt know it was her till my fren's told me. i really couldnt face her. de wrong i did really hurted her too deep. im guilty. but it's too late to do or amend anything. i really thought of being together wif her again n be de best boyfriend give her what she has given me before n even more than what she has given because this is what she deserved n not what i've given her in de past. but i just cant bring back de courage to face her n tok to her face to face. IM SORRY!! maybe she already has a boyfriend now or maybe leading a very happy life without me. i'll be happy for her. I'll be happy for u ((( =.